Anyway, things have really gone the right way the latest year. Thing is though that I’ve always thought that I’m not the luckiest of people when it comes to anything but my girlfriend, she’s the bestest and I couldn’t be luckier to have her. Everything else though hasn’t really gone in the direction that I would have planned. Work has been shit up until last year, yepp about eight years worth of jumping around from abusive work to more abusive work. Living in an appartment that just went further and further downhill and when we moved roaches started to appear, good thing we moved away just when that happend.

So, once again I’m worried I’m out of luck. Yeh, one year of living it large and making good money, having a great job, buying a new appartment, getting my drivers license etc. And now suddenly the housingmarket is going to shits, the intrestrates are rocketing (while everyone is saying that it’s just temporary.. is it really?) and I’m worried that things might just have been a bit too good. It’s like “hey, here’s what you could have, have a taste of this good life. JOINK!”.. But in reality it’s not like we’re living luxurious, we’ve got the appartment thanks to a massive bankloan, and our jobs are somewhat riskproffessions that could be mute any day.

So what should I do if it all goes to shits? Well, find a cheap appartment for me, the girl and our 2 cats, start all over. It’s not too bad, other people have it by far worse.

Hmm, is this the “I’m to rich so I have to start creating problems to have something to worry about!” depression? Heh, maybe it is. Oh well..

until then my little indiana..

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Check him out: http://www.myspace.com/larsmusic

He’s swedens answer to the awesomest guy around, Teitur

They release good music and show a good attitude towards the music industry in general. I can only wish to be added to their roster one day, but for now I’m just part of their patient list.

Oh yeh, the podcasts are good too, if you read this, you should add this..

http://www.hospitalrecords.com/podcast/

So here goes, yeh it’s another attempt at doing something for myself for once. I’m not declaring independence, just declaring presence!

ciao!

(oh yeah, this is my personal space so if something isn’t spelled quite right or sentences seems totally out of place, well GOOD! I like it that way.)

I shall post good stuff that I want to remember and share here. Perhaps some music! Perhaps some images! Perhaps just text! ohhh text! I like text! I wish I could write more text! (Note the clever usage of exlamationpoints._)

Ta!